Project is Over
Having been a long time i didnt visit my blog and post some stuffs..This is all thanks to the sch projects which make me and my grp headache by it and devoted much our time to the MCT which makes us stay back late till evening in the school..Finally, yesterday my teammates are managed to finish the basic stuff we have aimed for..As for latter part, what we can do is to do some pattern to it..Hopefully nothing will crop up and able to hand it on time.
All the quizes and labtests are over.Finally can take a rest and watch some anime.Lying on my bed and connect it to my wall tv..wad a nice leisure i am indulging in.hah..But after next week have to start some study for the main exam already.coz Chinese New year lies on the study week which i think i wont be able to study much also..Relatives coming my hs all that.It will be a noisy and fun day.
SInce yesterday,or can i say the day before and before???I feel that something was strange..I duno wad is that coz it is jus strange..Until i ask one of my friends and i knew abt it. I think i failed again this time!So down..I duno wad am i doing in this world sometime..Since sec 1 after i was enrolled into normal stream,i promise to archieve good result and beat those express stream students..Yes and i did it...From now i hope i can maintain a good result until i enter the working society hopefully i can get some nice job with all the certificate and archievement i make throughout these years..Yesterday was a down day as well as today....A sad feeling haunt me again,i have regretted of wad i have done to this person...Beside that the strange thing that strike me..I got another news which i was disappointed at...And i am really sorry to one of my grp members...I shouldnt have choose the technology area for MP if we were really going to serperate.It was until Mr Chung said that the area will oni require 2 people per grp..So my third members have to be omitted out and joined another grp..Not a really good things that we should cheer about.
I precious my projects alot.However,i think sometime several grp leaders lack the leadership of being a good leaders..Wad is projects for???To complete the task?NO!To ask people do for u?NO!!!Project given to u, u must finish it or try ur veri best..I hate people who jus wait until the last minuetes and do and ask for the answer..Beside project are given to us as an assignment.Sometime i think a good leaders must care for his teammates as well..And in my class, truly speaking i didnt see any leaders in the grps that really inspire me.Even in our class, i knew that there is a very good leader in this grp but i dun think this leader has a ability to gain trust from e teammembers. Wad this leader can do is to instruct her team members to do the things she want..She need to finish the project fast?Have she ever think that her team mates are able to do the thiings she want??She need to see whether their abilities permit them to do or not.. dun jus go and stress them out and do wadever u want..Yes a good leader is able to care out things in sequence and plan things wisely.But ur team members are very important to you..They are human too and they might not be as much clever as u who are able to produce the reuslt u want..A leader should give their team mates some space where they can perform their ability..Sometime jus give them some time to rest and sometime to play.when come to serious work, we do as much as possible.
I am really sorry to ben..I know i may be abit harsh to u for report coz the deadline will be on thursday and there are alot of things that happen this week.Labtests, cds project submission and bioinfo report.I have some heat on me that y i feel some stress and this turn me into bad temper to quarrel with u.Dun really wish this to happen also..
Wad a bad week it was and i lost a really really precious thing...which i think will nt recover it anymore....
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